Category - Miscarriage

This is a diary that I kept when I found out I was pregnant, sadly it ended in miscarriage but I really believed it would be ok and the doctors would be wrong. Some bits I wrote as they happened and some I wrote looking back that evening. It’s from my heart and it’s my last memory of the baby I never got to have. I hope others can learn from and come to terms with a miscarriage from my experience, and that it may help other broken hearts to heal. In loving memory of baby Kiss 15.06.11.

Tracy (Aged 23)

Day 7

I’ve been looking online again today for more answers, I so badly want to understand what is happening and the signs to watch out for if the worst should come at any time. I wanted to see...

Day 6

Today I am not white, I no longer look like the undead, I’m not in any pain but my heartache is being held together by a fragile plaster of hope, for now. My blood test is this morning and...

Day 5

Today I called the doctor who should have been telling me all about my happy pregnancy tomorrow, but instead they are now helping me to come to terms with what could happen. But as a...

Day 4

This morning when I woke up I felt fine, but several minutes after getting dressed I noticed the blood was bright red and more than just spotting. My heart raced as I took to the Internet...